A Song of Friends

Decisions

Turning in circles
spinning around
having no idea what to do next.

Sure
there are many options
but is there anything that
I
want to do,
No there really isn't.

How can I help people through their struggles
Not Just focusing all on myself
Sure I can pray for them
but will that really be enough?
There is no chance that they'd every listen to me.
Not today
or for a while at least.

How do they get straightened out?
How can I help?
By just being your friend?

Decisions are the hardest.
Especially when people are involved.

How do you keep them
uninjured,
unhurt
emotionally.

Dreams?

Dreams are supposed to help process your thoughts
The thoughts of the days events

but what if dreams are telling you
nonsense,
just confusing you more,
or overly eccentric?

What if
The answers dreams give are the opposite
Of what you want to happen?

What is Drama?

Drama is inevitable.

Drama exists
There is no way to escape it grasps

once your in
there is no way out
none

it can be a play
or even a performance
but what if it takes a  turn for the worst
life

Separation of Friends

Age
and similarities pry friends apart as time goes on
and I grow up.



Life is a never ending song.

Dramatic,
saddening,
happy,
energetic,
fun,
terrible,
tiring
and loving.

As a kid everything can effect you,
And your future.
Sometimes positively
Other times negatively.

When you are old,
And on your death bed,
You think to yourself,
What have I done in and with my life?

Then you think of the people in your life,
Who touched you,
Effected you,
Inspired you,
And just meant something to you.
Then you think of what they have done,
With their life.

It is said that things happen
And all things happen
for a reason
But there are points when things happen
And there may seem to be no known reason.

The need to know every reason
Is beside the point,
Pointless in fact.
It makes the mystery of life vanish.

The things you say,
The things you do,
Help make you, you

Friends :)

There are always the bunch of school friends
Inseparable at school
but  we wouldn't typically do anything at all outside of school.

There are new friends I just met.
The friends of the past, present, and FUTURE.
And the friends who live halfway across the world.

Friends are always supposed to be there for each other
but what if they're not?
What if they are completely non-responsive
Especially  when I need them most.
Sure I'm always there for them
but are they always there for me?
All of their problems are thrust onto my shoulders
Even when I have my own to deal with.

A friend always looks to you
when the need something
but when you need them
are they there for you?
No

they leave you to deal with your own problems.

They listen to you once
Or maybe twice
then turn around
And behind your back
say that they are tired of listening to so and so's drama
AND life
They really don’t care

Is that really a friend?
Are the people I consider friends really friends?
It is said that you are lucky if you have one true friend in the span of a lifetime.

Yes I feel bad
For the friend whose mom is slowly dying,
Right  in front of them.

Yes I feel bad
For the friend whose lost a parent.

But why?
Why, do I feel bad for you,
This question
Should be asked;
You have thrown your life away
Down the drain per say.

How can I help you?
How can I help anyone?
My friends?
My family?

Or are they actually seperate?
Why not consider my friends and family
One in the same.

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